its very hard for me to mix around with them.if i were to sit and talk with them about things and stuff makes me feel very extra.its like i wanna gain acceptance and stuff.
family and school sucks right now.things are not going well with bad records here and there.so studying and achieving good grades for exams and probably 'o' level is the last thing i wanna do now.i dont wanna live a life with the perspective of doing work so that to do well so that to have a bright future.its sounds like a lot of work to do with all these problems.maybe after all these problems just fade away i might consider.
holidays coming.crap.
