i woke up this morning.finding a sticky note on the fridge.it says:
hey dear,gone for awhile.something urgent came up.will spent time with you next time yea.see you tonight:D
i dont know why he is always ditching and cancelling the outings.supposed to catch a movie with me today.i hate him.this is the millionth and one time already.i feel like melting away.i feel unwanted.i feel like an invincible stranger to ppl around me.now i have the whole bangalow to myself.i hate this big place.i wanna move.move to a much much more smaller house.because the house always semmed to only have me living in it.dad is always not around.he not feeling well this few weeks.i told him to go hospital but he doesnt want to.i dont see a meaning in this life and i just wanna rot away.
oh and dont say you're sorry again ok dad.cause i am freaking sick of it
