i am so havin a flu now.
my eyes are swollen after the post-effect of crying yesterday night.shit whats wrong with me.after years after no crying.i cry very easily nowadays.i feel like a wimp.i havent eaten since morning till now.starving with nth to eat and no money to buy food.why? cause my step dad is at work and my mum is m.i.a. so i when to my dad's house help him clear his house and off to the hospital.the doctor said a lot of things that i dont understand.

