i hate you azhar.hate you to the max.i dont see you as anybody who i respect and cherish.you are not my dad.i hate you.dont wanna see you again.
today was so cold can.sit a my dad's house alone doing nothing.didnt went home.couldnt and wouldnt want to see my mum and azhar.so sit at the bug house alone.i slept a lot today.scary dreams.its been a few years since i had dreams.i forgot a bit of the dreams but i know i woke up with wet cheecks.life is chaotic nowadays.i dont know how i m gonna live it through now.
